February 26, 2016 | Convo with Loki Devlin, from Persephone Valmont’s account

 SIGYN, 2/25, 11:35 p.m.

Yo, this is Sigyn Wisch, alt. account.

 

DEVLIN, today at 1:06 a.m.

Sweet XD

 

SIGYN, 1:32 a.m.

♥ yeah so I added you

 

DEVLIN

got you

 

SIGYN

yay!

 

DEVLIN

nice singing :P

 

SIGYN

heh, thanks. The original girl did it much better. I was just goofing off

 

DEVLIN

I like it :)

 

SIGYN

aww, thank you!

this is my IRL hubbu, btw: [link to his profile]

he is holding knives in his profile pic

he is teh cute.

 

DEVLIN, 1:53 a.m.

wow you two smoke weed?

 

SIGYN, 2:10 a.m.

No, we dislike weed.

His hair is dreadlocked because

1) he's part black and it's easier to manage that way

2) it's adorable

3) he's of Viking descent and they did dreads too.

 

DEVLIN, 2:23 p.m.

Alright was just asking

 

SIGYN

Yep, was clarifying :3

(7:23 p.m.) Yo, some Thor RPer got butthurt because you're friends with Emma. He doesn't even want to be friends with her because apparently he's got some crush on her and he's in manpain because she wants to RP with you.

He's just being a whiny tit, but she was scared to say anything. I personally don't think it should affect your friendship, but thought you should know

February 20, 2016 - texts with Loki

 5:01 p.m.

LOKI

Kiss kiss tiny gyn

ME

Aaaawwwwww!!!!!

Sooo adorable!

LOKI

Love you honey

ME

I love you too! Also I'm starting a new armor dress.

10:24 p.m.

LOKI

Horny gyn is horny

ME

Noh, am not, would rather fuck you than autocock though.

LOKI

Kiss kiss. Night night. My fuckable wife

ME

Aaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwww

The True Culmination of Modeling Food for Thought

This came directly after an argument with Makayla on Facebook.

February 4, 11:17 AM

NEW NUMBER
I just got the following text "I am no longer working with Mrs. Wishe, I have had it. I want my check for my work and I want no part of her file the portfolio will be sent to you this evening and I expect full pay from her\you." What happened now? I really can't do this type of issue right now. Can you provide some clarity?

ME
Wisch*
I have no idea, like, at all. Makayla got mad at me because I asked her not to make negative comments on my statuses (everyone is entitled to their own opinions but I enforce a positive space on my page, which is my right, just as her posting whatever she wants and deciding what kind of comment she wants to get is her right). She said she received some kind of email from me and I was about to ask her what email but she blocked me.

BLOSSOM (from new number)
What's your email again I will be sending you the email she got. She sent it to me the other day. Also as far as payment that falls to you. We have enough bills here and you never sent me your deposit so I can't pay her I have no funds in your account. Also Work is March 1.

ME
Send it to [LOKI'S EMAIL], and then copy it to [MY EMAIL] just in case.

BLOSSOM
Ok,

ME
As for her payment, I'll have to discuss it with my barrister, but as she's aware of the exactly zero income I have, I don't really know what she expects. Have a blessed day :)

BLOSSOM
Well I will pull legal action just as I did to miss madeline.

ME
I have no interest in withholding what is fair. That's why I'm speaking to my barrister.

BLOSSOM
So please be aware, I will take you to court over the issue. If you have no income how do you have a phone or I saw a screen shot asking for a hotel to go to. How do you have payment for that?

ME
My father owns and pays for the phone. The plan is under his name.

BLOSSOM
Well, you need to pay within 10 days or have legal action pressed. We have had similar cases where people don't want to pay what has to be. They get jail time\warrants and a penalty on to of how much is owed. The courts add interest.
Well then ask your parents to pay the debt.

ME
Oh, I don't "ask my parents" for anything. I'm an adult. They do what they want for me out of the goodness of their hearts. Familiy values, you know.
But do not fret. Regardless of what my barrister-- er, perhaps you would say lawyer-- will say, I'm certain God will work everything out.

BLOSSOM
Well she uses the lawyers that the company has so she has a great legal team. Be aware you have to pay, I don't care how you pay, If I get stuck paying your fee until the courts happen I will take you to court as well.
The bill is $311.00 USD you will pay it to kaylee.marie.productions14@gmail.com on PAYPAL

ME
I will do whatever my own legal team advises :)
By the way, have you forwarded the email yet? I never received it

BLOSSOM
We both know they are your friends who failed law school. Do not contact me directly again. Failure to pay will result in legal actoin
"Have a blessed day"
I am getting all documents. then it will be forwarded

Well, that escalated quickly! I don't understand. Did I say something unkind or offensive to elicit that kind of response? ...well, I do next.

ME
My, my, most unprofessional of you. I only meant to have a calm, honest conversation. Why are you getting so emotional?

BLOSSOM
I am not emotional as I am upset that more likely than not I will have to pay your fee and then pay court fees to personally take you to court myself.
Do not contact me further unless it regards payment or I will report you for harassment.

ME
"Upset" is an emotion, deary. You have said libelous things about my lawyers that came from no provocation, and it is you who contacted me. I do believe that these courts you speak of would find in my favour.
As for payment, I prefer to deal in cash. Any business of repute has a PO box, surely you do as well?

BLOSSOM
They go in favor of the person who has the most evidence I contacted you asking a question. Get that right "Deary".

ME
Evidence? That won't be a problem for me. Now please, take a Midol and leave me alone.
Your question has been more than sufficiently answered.

BLOSSOM
You have been reported for harassment. Yes I have a P.O box but you owe Mrs Michael at this time if it digresses up to me then you will receive my information

ME
"Michael" is her maiden name, and the way it would work is I would send it to the PO box and it would be redirected to the appropriate employee.

BLOSSOM
I have all my evidence and you need to loose my number.
No it wouldn't and she isn't married yet "dearie"

ME
I don't know this number, it simply keeps appearing in my inbox here. This is not in my contact information. If she isn't married, then she is a Miss, not a Mrs.

BLOSSOM
Haha if you only knew the truth

ME
I'm certain the truth will come out in one way or another :)

BLOSSOM
Not to you, you don't even know the person who was your "Friend"

ME
Whether it comes out to me is irrelevant. The world will know, someday.

The Penultimate Culmination of Modeling Food for Thought

Followup from "Modeling Food for Thought part 20".

Hello all, I realise it's been a while. Some rubbish occurred, part of which was my hard drive going kaput. So I'm back in California, using a much older laptop, and I haven't got all the information I'd have liked to. I'll be going back through my messaging history with Makayla later, so this'll be out of order, but I can bring to you today the culmination! Here we go.

I had messaged Makayla and asked her to put me back in contact with Blossom to sort of see where my modeling career could go with their agency. Apparently Madeline had caused a car accident and Blossom would be unable to model ever again, so now they were requiring a deposit from all their new girls. Minutes later, Blossom texted me.

JANUARY 27, 2016

BLOSSOM, 11.57 AM
Is this Miss Sigyn?

ME
Mrs Wisch, but yes :3 Is this Blossom?

BLOSSOM
Yes it is

ME
Alright, you're in my contacts. Firstly, I heard about the accident and I'm so sorry that happened. Secondly, I'm also sorry for not being able to contact you in November. I was in the hospital for a while and then the caretaker they stuck me with did dishonest things with my belongings. I just managed to get back to California and get a new cell phone.

BLOSSOM
Oh, well I send my apologies for the caretaker's behavior. Don't worry about my accident. Madeline caused it so it is whatever

ME
What did she do?

BLOSSOM
Long story.

ME
Ah, I see.
I've got time if you want to tell me. If not, I was wondering if I might be able to still model?

BLOSSOM
Well if you model then we need to build some files
$250 flat and ill put you in madeline shoot

ME
Can you explain, please?

BLOSSOM
new portfolio, video slide, and do some doctoring and then with all that I had a shoot for madeline in February that still needs to be filled.

ME
When is the shoot?

BLOSSOM
Feb 25

ME
Alright. I haven't done any modeling since my heart and lungs failed, but I did have to take out my dreads.

BLOSSOM
Whats your hair look like now?

ME
{sent a picture of me at the Fresno Greyhound station with my hair loose}
(15 minutes later) In case you didn't get the picture I sent, shoulder length, curlyish

BLOSSOM
I got no photo, and ok thats fine

ME
Alrighty :3
I think it looks a lot better like this, honestly, than the yarn braids, but you know, my husband liked the braids and they were low maintenance for traveling.

BLOSSOM
So send in your paperwork and I will let you know where payment goes and i will send a copy of information for the shoot
Yeah thats good, What ever happened to him?

ME
Alright. Can you send me a list of the paperwork I need to send?

BLOSSOM
Yes,

ME
Oh, Loki's in college. His family strong-armed him into moving in with his uncle, who wouldn't take me in. Anyway, I'm in San Jose for the next few months.

BLOSSOM
Photos (Updated), Tax information, hight weight hair color eye color. Basically re send us your portfolio and we do a mass update
Oh I'm sorry

ME
Alrighty. What do you mean by tax information? I don't file taxes since I don't have an income.

BLOSSOM
Oh ok never mind then

ME
Photos, height, weight, hair, eyes. I'll send clothing sizes as well. Unfortunately, my hard drive crashed just before I left Portland, so I don't have my old portfolio.

BLOSSOM
Oh ok I'm sorry :(

ME
It's alright. I don't mind resubmitting the information.

BLOSSOM
Ok great

So then I was walking into a job interview and couldn't respond right away. She never did send me anything, but at 3 PM, after my interview, I asked where I should send the information and she didn't respond. Makayla, however, did send me something through Facebook Messenger, told me where to send the information, and I can get you the context once I'm done with the information on my phone. Anyway, I didn't hear from Blossom again until February 1st. Let's take a look.

BLOSSOM, 12:57 PM
HI

ME, 2 PM
Hello

(and that was the end of that)

January 14, 2016 - texts with Loki

 2:57 p.m.

LOKI

Sigyn you are my one and only. You're not weak, you're not stupid or ugly. You're beautiful, smart and strong. I saw it in you the whole time we were together this weekend. And I still see it in you now.

I love you too. And now I know why I chose you. Because we were meant to be together. I can feel it now.

Hugs you close. Sigyn everything is fitting into place as I wanted it to. I can finally remember all the days I spent wishing for someone like you.

SIGYN

You wished for me?

LOKI

Yes. Al those days before I forgot.

The moment I first learned who I wanted to be.

I was writing and saying your name before I ever even realized it.

Psyren is Sigyn. is you.

I drew you, I thought up your promiscuous personality, and all the power she as in you held.

The cunning strength and ruthless passion, the hatred, the devotion. It's all I wanted in a woman

You are Psyren, Sigyn. Don't you get it! I was saying your true name before I ever knew it! Before I ever knew you!

Sigyn. I know you don't see it yet. But I do. I saw it this weekend when you were with me. You and I are meant to be together.

I feel like I've been walking around with my eyes closed. And now I truly can feel it.

ME

I'm just so relieved and so glad that you finally see what I've seen, and that even though I doubted it a few times during the rocky parts of our relationship, I was right. My place is in your world, with you.

LOKI

It is. And I know the road ahead will be hard for us both, but you and I will both survive together. Because we are both stronger together my love.

January 6, 2016 - Texts with Eli

 8:21 p.m.

ELI

I met her once and found out Jim had never told her about me.

ME

Huh.

I met her once and she was nice enough to me. But I'm not the greatest at seeing past that when judging character.

Was she rude when you met her or...?

ELI

Oh yeah. Looking down at me, very rudely 'who exactly are YOU?'

She was putting on a show.

ME

WOW OKAY.

"I'm the JUGGERNAUT, BITCH!"

(later)

9:25 p.m.

ELI

He makes a lot of money.

ME

Yeah, but from what Loki's told me, after bills are paid he doesn't have much to spare.

ELI

BECAUSE HE SPENDS IT ON MEGAN

ME

*facepalm*

Sigh. Poor Loki, growing up with all that. Sympathy to you, too, obviously, but you've got the better head on your shoulders.

ELI

I feel bad for him thinking that's normal.

ME

He knows it isn't. He disagrees with how his father treats women. But he lapses into it with enough distance between us and Jim whispering in his ear. I want to give him the space he needs but I also don't want to lose him completely to demonic influence.

Normally, we work out our issues in person. It rarely takes more than a day or two.

ELI

At least he knows it's not normal. I've been scared that's the case.

ME

No, thankfully he knows Jim is fucked up.

But sadly, I'm afraid he may be leaning towards "Jim has a point"

ELI

FUCK

ME

Basically, I think he feels in his heart that he wants to be with me, but he's afraid that I'll be too demanding and push him to where he's so stressed out he can't see any alternative to acting like Jim.

ELI

Loki U r better than this

ME

U tell him I already tried.

ELI

He won't talk to me

Jan 5, 2016 - Texts with Eli

7:42 p.m.

 ELI

Um... I'd go to Cali. You'd have a place to live. Everything else will fall into place.

ME

Eli, sweetie, I had a place to live for... let's see... six years and didn't find work. Then went into Job Corps, had a seasonal position after, not long enough to put on my resume, and didn't find work afterwards for the 9 months before Loki and I left.

It's part of why I left. I couldn't get us a place to live with no job and no income.

The work is baaaad out there, but I'll just have to step it up a notch.

ELI

Fuck. I didn't know that.

ME

True. Well, I can suck it up and try retail support again.

Hoard as much money as I can, then buy an apartment in Sac and surprise Loki wit hit so he's got a place to retreat to and still be near college. Might move in there m'self if things go well. But I don't know how that'll work with him not speaking to me XD Currently, he's living with Aaron and Jim is paying a good portion of his rent.

Clearly you can see why I want to get him an apartment so bad XD He wants a place he can solidly afford on his own, which is good, but you know, I'd never throw him out or expect anything in return for staying in our own place.

ELI

I don't know what to tell you

Yeah. I get that

ME

People here are saying it'll come, everything works out for the greater good, etc. I hope so! It's just, my plans have a habit of noping.

ELI

I AM SO PISSED AT JIM.

Fuck him.

I'm not a hateful person, but seriously. Fuck. Him.

ME

Sure, but I'd rather not tell Loki about it. And I'll need copious amounts of Purell and a steel wool scrub for after.

ELI

No, the other fuck him.