Sunday, December 26, 2021

December 26, 2021 | Convo with Bex, from Faustus’s account

 SIGYN, 1:50 p.m.

I'm over here now :P

 

BEX, 2:52 pm

Hey sorry hun. Me and steve just got into a huge fight and I'm a little pissy right now. But still here.. I guess just not really myself.

 

SIGYN

Oh no! What happened?


BEX

(Kelly's number censored during transcription; it was shown in the original pic)

To the lady who watches Rhett

And I ONLY found it because he had a seizure and used his phone to call emergency. Unlocked his phone...no homescreen...just this.

He said nothing happened...so we will see when I go to confront her tomorrow morning

 

SIGYN

WTF.

 

BEX

Yea...and I know he erases his messages for storage on his phone and he always does that but that was the ONLY messages from her.

Everything else is gone.

 

SIGYN

That is fucked UP

And he has the audacity to be snippy about Mike?

 

BEX

Right! Thank you!

Who by the way I am getting so tired of dealing with atm

 

SIGYN

Yeah no he's annoying to me too

 

BEX

So hiding in the bath trying to calm down. I had to call a friend to cone get Rhett cause Steve refused to go to the hospital cause he started to have a sizure...and since my phone was still on emergency I had to use his to call that friend and those messages popped up. So I took a picture, then called my friend and she came over and sat with Rhett I her car while I yelled at Steve once he was better

I mean....yelled...and I never yell

 

SIGYN

I am so sorry. He's being a jerk!

 

(3:00 p.m.)

 

BEX

I mean it wasn't like I went looking for them. I unlocked his phone and boom! There they were. No home screen nothing..just that!

 

SIGYN

He should have at least been transparent with you that he was talking like that with someone & not let you find out like that.

 

BEX

That's literally what I raged at him about.

 

SIGYN

I hear you!

 

BEX

I'm mad cause you didn't tell me and I found out this way...I'm also mad cause when we jokingly talked about it together when all three of us were tipsy that night at our bonfire a few months ago I said NO

 

SIGYN

:O

HE SHOULD RESPECT THAT WTF

 

BEX

He says he doesn't know why he does things like that.

And he's been diagnosed before with this personality thing where he does something and then not k it why...so I don't know but I'm not buying it

I even thru it into his face that I talked to him about everything when it came to mike....so....

I mean I feel kinda bad cause before our friend came over to take Rhett outside I exploded at him...like hella exploded and Rhett got upset and told us both to stop...

Rhett shouldn't have to hear that

I remember my parents fighting and it still messes with me

 

SIGYN

I mean, I'm sorry he had to witness that too, but you've every right to be mad

 

BEX

This isn't the first time he's done this either

I caught him...or I should say fate showed me again...when we first moved up here together.

He asked me to check his emails for a link that he needed and when I went into his phone to find it..BAM! Emails to at least two other women saying things like "this is my phone number." Or "this is my work schedule." Granted reading them and the replies nothing ever came from them...but that's not the point

I mean...having to hold in my anger while the eats were here was so hard...cause he was having a bad one so I called...but he being a stubborn ass refused to go.

 

SIGYN

YEAH! Loki was fully aware of me flirting with Valentino as Sebastian

 

BEX

I told him before...NEVER hide things from me cause Fate will ALWAYS show me and I will find out..

 

SIGYN

(speaking of which, I did block him as Sebastian and Trent but now he's interested in Faustus -_-)

 

BEX

I wasn't even looking Sigyn! I wasn't! That's what's so bad! Fate just literally...oh here ya go! Ughhhh!

I'm so mad right now still I can't think straight. I don't ever want to see her again and I don't want steve to talk to her again...but that seems petty...and Rhett loves daycare....I'm so confused

 

SIGYN

It's not petty

I'd say let Rhett keep going to daycare but keep ur interaction with her to a bare minimum

 

BEX

I told him this was the absolute last and final time and I mean it. One more slip...just one...and I'm done. And that kinda scares me cause I can't raise Rhett on my own...and now I'm thinking in that vein and I might have a panic attack later cause omg I was so mad I was shaking...I wasn't even crying and that's when you run with me. Hehehe *trying to be a little funny* but this sucks

 

SIGYN

Other than talking strictly about Rhett, they can fuck themselves and the whores they rode in on

 

BEX

I shoved it all down...the rage and the tears and I know that's not good but he doesn't get to see me cry...not over this....ughhhh...why? Why can't he talk to me...he says he needs confidence to say what he wants or thinks and he asked me to help him after we got done yelling..well...I yelled, he actually cried....

I'm rambling....

 

SIGYN

You're within your rights

Keep rambling, I'm listening!

And maybe he SHOULD see you cry so he'll know how bad it affected you. It's not a sign of weakness, it's like... look how bad you hurt me, from you

From him, I don't really know what to think. Flirting can be an addictive habit, but there's no reason to do it behind your partner's back

Either you let them know you're doing it & it's okay to continue, or it's not okay & you quit it

 

BEX

He came in to talk to me while I'm in the tub. Bleh

 

SIGYN

Bleh

did you tell him to leave?

 

BEX

I did. He did. And I'm talking to Kelly now so I feel a little better.

 

SIGYN

That's good. Is she clarifying things?

 

(4:00 p.m.)

 

BEX

Yea...kinda

 

SIGYN

*hugs*

 

BEX

*hugs*

My bath waters cold but I don't wanna get out...sad is that? Lol

 

SIGYN

Drain it partially and add more hot water

that's what I do

 

BEX

Yea but then he'll know I'm hiding 🤣

 

SIGYN

You are not hiding, you are taking space :p

 

BEX

I might go play a video game and kill things. Hehehe

 

SIGYN

That sounds like good stress relief. I'm getting a massage

 

BEX

Nice! I need one. Hehehe

 

SIGYN

Yeah :3 getting all the bad vibes from before just pressed right out

Faustus is going to be a lot more careful; he doesn't *have* as strong of a personality or preferences as Sebastian, so he's going to "let" Valentino mold him into however he wants (except when I need to take a break & then he's just going to be offline) until Freya shows up on the scene like "um, what's going on here? Faustus? This isn't you?"

(6:44 p.m.) Anyway, I hope everything gets sorted on your end, for the better.

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