July 4, 2022 | Convo from Bex, at Faustus’s account

 BEX, 10:23 a.m.

Happy 4th of july!

❤Faustus Blackwood

January 3, 2022 | Convo at Bex, from Faustus's account

 SIGYN, 10:39 a.m.

Omfg

APPARENTLY THAT'S DORIAN'S ACTOR

from uhhh CAOS

HE'S A MAJOR FUCKING HOTTIE

/end 10:40 a.m.

December 30, 2021 | Convo with Bex

 SIGYN, 2:07 a.m., sends a video: 

 BEX, 10:53 a.m.

Hey hun hope you are feeling better *hugs* ❤❤❤❤

Omg is that...what!?

 

SIGYN, 1:39 p.m.

My mother-in-law sent a video of

...she told me it was gonna be the cats making a journey to see each other?

Well, I moved past the sinus infection stage and now I'm at the itchy throat and cough stage

Lucius doesn't understand why I won't play with him

(6:17 p.m.) blechhhhh

whine whine complain complain

I hate being sick again

December 30, 2021 | Convo with Bex, from Trent’s account

 SIGYN, 1:05 a.m.

Not to be bitchy, but was there a point to that? XD

 

BEX, 10:54 a.m.

Hey hun hope you are feeling better *hugs* ❤❤❤❤

Wow that Bianca person sounds like a bitch. Ugh

 

SIGYN, 2:57 p.m.

I mean, we're not even friends, so I'm not sure why she thought it was necessary to PM Nate

December 29, 2021 | Convo at Bex, from Trent’s account

SIGYN, 2:52 p.m.

helpppp I have a sinus infection and Benadryl isn't helping

December 27, 2021 | Convo with Bex, from Trent’s account

SIGYN, 2:41 p.m.

Hi so I just had a confusing conversation with Michael and I'm not sure if I said something inaccurate.

BEX, 3:47 p.m.

No you said the right thing but I didn't say why because of what was going on with Steve too.

 

SIGYN

Ahh, okay.

Well, he's said some other problematic shit after that but I'ma let him sort out his own feelings because I feel like he's trying to guilt trip you through me and I don't like that.

*sits with you and shares mince pie* It's just not great all around lately. You're going through stuff, I'm having moods, it's been rough with other people including new friends

 

BEX, 4:04 p.m.

Wait...what did he say?

Please?

I'm cooking dinner so replies slow

 

SIGYN

I'll tell you, but you need to understand that you are not responsible for how he is feeling and you cannot take back your decision just because of it.

 

PENRYN

…regrets. Reading back on this, it’s likely Michael was genuinely confused because Bex was talking about him but not to him.

 

SIGYN

BEX, 5:02 p.m.

I understand. I just wanted to know so I am...not validated...but...I don't even know what I wanna say ya know? Lol

Yea I can see what you mean

 

SIGYN, 11:18 p.m.

Yeah, I mean, I know you want to be aware of things. I just don't want you to feel like you have to change your mind just because he's taking it badly

December 26, 2021 | Convo with Bex, from Faustus’s account

 SIGYN, 1:50 p.m.

I'm over here now :P

 

BEX, 2:52 pm

Hey sorry hun. Me and steve just got into a huge fight and I'm a little pissy right now. But still here.. I guess just not really myself.

 

SIGYN

Oh no! What happened?

BEX

(Kelly's number censored during transcription; it was shown in the original pic)

To the lady who watches Rhett

And I ONLY found it because he had a seizure and used his phone to call emergency. Unlocked his phone...no homescreen...just this.

He said nothing happened...so we will see when I go to confront her tomorrow morning

 

SIGYN

WTF.

 

BEX

Yea...and I know he erases his messages for storage on his phone and he always does that but that was the ONLY messages from her.

Everything else is gone.

 

SIGYN

That is fucked UP

And he has the audacity to be snippy about Mike?

 

BEX

Right! Thank you!

Who by the way I am getting so tired of dealing with atm

 

SIGYN

Yeah no he's annoying to me too

 

BEX

So hiding in the bath trying to calm down. I had to call a friend to cone get Rhett cause Steve refused to go to the hospital cause he started to have a sizure...and since my phone was still on emergency I had to use his to call that friend and those messages popped up. So I took a picture, then called my friend and she came over and sat with Rhett I her car while I yelled at Steve once he was better

I mean....yelled...and I never yell

 

SIGYN

I am so sorry. He's being a jerk!

 

(3:00 p.m.)

 

BEX

I mean it wasn't like I went looking for them. I unlocked his phone and boom! There they were. No home screen nothing..just that!

 

SIGYN

He should have at least been transparent with you that he was talking like that with someone & not let you find out like that.

 

BEX

That's literally what I raged at him about.

 

SIGYN

I hear you!

 

BEX

I'm mad cause you didn't tell me and I found out this way...I'm also mad cause when we jokingly talked about it together when all three of us were tipsy that night at our bonfire a few months ago I said NO

 

SIGYN

:O

HE SHOULD RESPECT THAT WTF

 

BEX

He says he doesn't know why he does things like that.

And he's been diagnosed before with this personality thing where he does something and then not k it why...so I don't know but I'm not buying it

I even thru it into his face that I talked to him about everything when it came to mike....so....

I mean I feel kinda bad cause before our friend came over to take Rhett outside I exploded at him...like hella exploded and Rhett got upset and told us both to stop...

Rhett shouldn't have to hear that

I remember my parents fighting and it still messes with me

 

SIGYN

I mean, I'm sorry he had to witness that too, but you've every right to be mad

 

BEX

This isn't the first time he's done this either

I caught him...or I should say fate showed me again...when we first moved up here together.

He asked me to check his emails for a link that he needed and when I went into his phone to find it..BAM! Emails to at least two other women saying things like "this is my phone number." Or "this is my work schedule." Granted reading them and the replies nothing ever came from them...but that's not the point

I mean...having to hold in my anger while the eats were here was so hard...cause he was having a bad one so I called...but he being a stubborn ass refused to go.

 

SIGYN

YEAH! Loki was fully aware of me flirting with Valentino as Sebastian

 

BEX

I told him before...NEVER hide things from me cause Fate will ALWAYS show me and I will find out..

 

SIGYN

(speaking of which, I did block him as Sebastian and Trent but now he's interested in Faustus -_-)

 

BEX

I wasn't even looking Sigyn! I wasn't! That's what's so bad! Fate just literally...oh here ya go! Ughhhh!

I'm so mad right now still I can't think straight. I don't ever want to see her again and I don't want steve to talk to her again...but that seems petty...and Rhett loves daycare....I'm so confused

 

SIGYN

It's not petty

I'd say let Rhett keep going to daycare but keep ur interaction with her to a bare minimum

 

BEX

I told him this was the absolute last and final time and I mean it. One more slip...just one...and I'm done. And that kinda scares me cause I can't raise Rhett on my own...and now I'm thinking in that vein and I might have a panic attack later cause omg I was so mad I was shaking...I wasn't even crying and that's when you run with me. Hehehe *trying to be a little funny* but this sucks

 

SIGYN

Other than talking strictly about Rhett, they can fuck themselves and the whores they rode in on

 

BEX

I shoved it all down...the rage and the tears and I know that's not good but he doesn't get to see me cry...not over this....ughhhh...why? Why can't he talk to me...he says he needs confidence to say what he wants or thinks and he asked me to help him after we got done yelling..well...I yelled, he actually cried....

I'm rambling....

 

SIGYN

You're within your rights

Keep rambling, I'm listening!

And maybe he SHOULD see you cry so he'll know how bad it affected you. It's not a sign of weakness, it's like... look how bad you hurt me, from you

From him, I don't really know what to think. Flirting can be an addictive habit, but there's no reason to do it behind your partner's back

Either you let them know you're doing it & it's okay to continue, or it's not okay & you quit it

 

BEX

He came in to talk to me while I'm in the tub. Bleh

 

SIGYN

Bleh

did you tell him to leave?

 

BEX

I did. He did. And I'm talking to Kelly now so I feel a little better.

 

SIGYN

That's good. Is she clarifying things?

 

(4:00 p.m.)

 

BEX

Yea...kinda

 

SIGYN

*hugs*

 

BEX

*hugs*

My bath waters cold but I don't wanna get out...sad is that? Lol

 

SIGYN

Drain it partially and add more hot water

that's what I do

 

BEX

Yea but then he'll know I'm hiding 🤣

 

SIGYN

You are not hiding, you are taking space :p

 

BEX

I might go play a video game and kill things. Hehehe

 

SIGYN

That sounds like good stress relief. I'm getting a massage

 

BEX

Nice! I need one. Hehehe

 

SIGYN

Yeah :3 getting all the bad vibes from before just pressed right out

Faustus is going to be a lot more careful; he doesn't *have* as strong of a personality or preferences as Sebastian, so he's going to "let" Valentino mold him into however he wants (except when I need to take a break & then he's just going to be offline) until Freya shows up on the scene like "um, what's going on here? Faustus? This isn't you?"

(6:44 p.m.) Anyway, I hope everything gets sorted on your end, for the better.

/end

December 26, 2021 | Convo at Bex, from Trent’s account

 SIGYN, 1:26 p.m.

Hi :D I have a spare you can use for Freya cause I'm never gonna use it again. It's [since been converted to a Rebecca Bunch account].

December 17, 2021 | Convo with Bex

 BEX, December 16^th, 12:00 p.m.

Are you alive?!

 

SIGYN, today at 9:20 a.m.

HI sorry! I'm finally being discharged & going home

 

BEX

Discharged? Are you alright? I'm SO HAPPY to see your messages!! ♥ ♥ ♥

 

SIGYN

Yeah emergency psychiatric. They don't let you keep your phone

Sorry to make you worry, I just had a crappy state of mind

 

BEX

*glomps you and hugs you tight* I am soooooo happy you are alright! *giggles softly* I was worried! But you're ok, so I'm good

 

SIGYN

*huggggg*

Not being on FB and especially not chatting with you is some kind of fresh hell ngl

 

BEX

I can imagine.

I missed you too ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

 

SIGYN

💞❤️💖

So now that I'm FREEDOM!!!!

 

BEX

Now I can relax. hehehehe. I saw your stats and kinda freaked a little. :P

 

SIGYN

before we get to all the new spam I'll be spamming you with, and now that everything's all good, will you be able to look over the old spam today? XD

Sorry again DX

 

BEX

did I not? *talks to self* I think I scouraed your messenger looking at least for a number. lol lol but yea, I will actually go through and give a looksee again, slower this time. 😂🥰😘

 

SIGYN

XD

My phone number is [REDACTED]

 

BEX

well that was easy! *giggles*

mine is [REDACTED]

 

SIGYN

But chances are, if you can't reach me on messenger, I'm unreachable. I rarely answer my phone because scam calls

 

BEX

gotcha! I don't answer mine if I don't know the number either

 

SIGYN

I'll program you in

 

BEX

me too for you!

Ugh! One sec, damn dog is in the litter box! EWWWWW

 

SIGYN

dammit Mia XD

when you get a sec pls lmk what you think of the vignettes I sent you XD they'll go in main at some point but I wanted your thoughts

(9:54 a.m.)

 

*cackles*

(10:34 a.m.)

These were alongside that mural

I love boats

 

BEX

ooohhh! Pretty! ♥

I used to go out on boats all the time when I was younger.

 

SIGYN, 11:06 a.m.

Oh LUCKY

I think I went on a couple tour boats in Europe a decade ago.

(11:18 a.m.) I'ma work on converting one of my accounts to a Trent account 😈

(12:10 p.m.) Almost finished!

 

BEX

I've just finished lunch and had to chase.mia in the freezing rain cause she somehow got out of the fence! Damn dog!

She's lucky I love her!

December 13, 2021 | Convo at Bex

 SIGYN, 9:55 a.m.

almost forgot to send you those from VC earlier

(10:03 a.m.) awww Maze likes pop tarts

December 11, 2021 | Convo at Bex

 SIGYN, 12:19 p.m.

GOOD MORNFTERNOON HII SORRY I OVERSLEPT &MISSED IT

(2:07 p.m.)

so that's the shirt Sebastian wanted to get that time at the mall (and personally I think we overpaid, but eh)

How's your tummy BTW?

(2:25 p.m.)

 

Rebecca missed your video chat. – 2:25 p.m.

 

(4:28 p.m.) Audio message:

 (5:30 p.m.)

 

(9:02 p.m.) I'm rewatching The Lincoln Lawyer and it looks like Matthew McConaughey actually plays the lawyer, and Ryan Phillippe plays the client.

Lol oops

(9:23 p.m.) There's a girl who looks vaguely like Rebecca but on coke

November 28, 2021 | convo with Bex

Snipped audio here:

 SIGYN, 10:40 a.m.

Heads up: I'll be spamming the TV Time chat with out of context Lucifer commentary. Hope you're holding up ok 🤗

(12:19 p.m.) [snip baby video]

(4:39 p.m.) bruh

That baby is ROWDY this evening

 

You missed a video chat with Rebecca. – 4:41 p.m.

 

BEX, 4:46 p.m.

SIGYN, 5:46 p.m.

[snip voice messages]

(6:22 p.m.) I love her

 

BEX

That's cute. 🥰

 

SIGYN

She has such wholesome energy in those scenes

That's actually primarily what reminded me of Freya and then I thought she looks a bit like her too

she has the sweetest energy in those scenes. I'll splice them all together for you but it'll take a few days lol

 

E/N: Snipping all the BHE flashback videos, except ones with additional commentary, from this chat because I’ve already made a comprehensive one.

 

BEX, 6:51 p.m.

Sorry hun. Not having Goodluck with Rhett. So replies slow for a bit. Lol

 

SIGYN

it's fine! I'm just sending clips of what I'm watching. I know bebby is beastling

(7:20 p.m.) I feel bad that I think the little boy in the show is kinda ugly XD

(7:50 p.m.)

(8:00 p.m.) just Eve Hewson being precious and the cuteness of her character's friendship with Rob

(8:13 p.m.) I love those dresses and their castle

November 27, 2021 | convo at Bex

 SIGYN, 12:06 p.m.

mornfternoon! :D how's the housecleaning going? I woke up with a cleaning bug too. And then had to sweep up some dead bugs from under the sink

(6:13 p.m.)

i named one of the collections after you >:D 

November 26, 2021 | convo with Bex

 SIGYN, 12:08 p.m.

Short answer is I panicked. I felt both isolated and trapped (therapist flaked on me, it was a holiday so no one else at the agency was available) and wanted to take myself away from the pain and anxiety. It happens every so often, used to be every couple of weeks but now it's been about a year. I'm still alive, which I guess is okay

I'm sorry. I know I said I wouldn't, or something like that. I just flipped out.

 

BEX

*hugs extra tight* hun...you had me worried sick! I'm just glad you're ok! I'm sorry I wasn't around, but please don't do that again or anything that will hurt you. I love you! ❤❤❤

 

SIGYN

I'm so sorry, again. It wasn't because you specifically weren't there; you're important to me & our stories are the highlight of our day, but what happened was, Loki said that fucked up shit I told you about. Then I scheduled an emergency appointment with my therapist. She flaked. I took some sleeping pills and crashed. The next day I was supposed to be at my dad's for Thanksgiving but Loki didn't want to take me because I was "bitchy" (hung over from sleeping pills & anxious to get to my dad's). My dad wasn't picking up the phone. I flipped out and cut myself. Loki basically said I was just misbehaving because I didn't get my way

 

BEX

What a horrible person he is! Honestly hun, you got to get away from him.

 

SIGYN

My sister says I've got to find a caretaker for Lucius and me so we can kick him out

(2:21 p.m.) I don't know where to find one though and I'm freaking out

I don't like thinking about sex outside of, like, our discussions and

Anyway he comes into my room and runs his hands over my body (NO) and when I say no he asks why and then he mentions things that are sex adjacent and I panic and then he uses THAT as an excuse to say cuddling is a waste of time and we shouldn't be together

(2:45 p.m.) I don't care if we're together but I want my baby with me and I don't know where to find a caretaker

Sorry. I'm just freaking out. Anyway, I finally got a lock on my door

When you have a moment though, it's your turn on everything I'm pretty sure

(4:42 p.m.)

Rebecca missed your video chat. – 4:42 p.m.

 

SIGYN, 5:51 p.m.

I had a candied apple and I ate the candy part and gave him the apple part. He likes it

(6:57 p.m.) other than me having an episode, I hope you had a wonderful thanksgiving ❤️ I was able to make it to my dad's, not able to help with preparation but we did get to eat, and we found out Lucius likes stuffing. I know you've probably got some eventful things going on, so just wanted to let you know I'm going to try to get round to editing and uploading our fic :D I'll send you things that make me think of you as per usual but don't be alarmed about not responding or anything like that, esp if you're having fun with the family 💖 Thank you for being there for me all these years & I love you very much! Cheers!

November 25, 2021 | short convo with Bex

 SIGYN, 11:42 a.m.

so I tried to ☠ myself and Loki is acting like I'm just misbehaving. Later I asked if he still loves me and he says we talk about it later

 

BEX, 12:16 p.m.

You did what now! Why would you do that? Are you ok?

November 24, 2021 | convo at Bex

 SIGYN, 9:03 a.m.

[snip baby video]

(9:37 a.m.) Good morning!

Loki is being a lazybones so I get to hang out with Lucius and actually get this house clean

(9:53 a.m.)

(12:20 p.m.) [snip baby video]

(12:37 p.m.)

that's Vae Victus and she's a good kitty

(1:12 p.m.)

Trent: No, the way he said it is valid.

(2:07 p.m.) My stupid therapist cancelled on me and no one wants to talk to me I'm fucking going back to bed I hate my fucking life

November 23, 2021 | snippets of convo with Bex

 (just stuff I didn't want to put in Sassy RP Archive)

SIGYN, 4:44 p.m.

I'm mad at Loki because Lucius is having a fit and Loki said that's why he needs a nap at 3 every day. But 3 is when Loki came to pick us up and Loki said he didn't think Lucius would take a nap anyway

 

BEX

men are so weird. You can't disrupt a baby/toddlers schedule and he should know that.

SIGYN

Honestly it's pretty fucked up. He came and got us early, claims he didn't feel like having it over his head that he was going to be driving later, then got upset with me for not giving him a nap at 3 when that was the time he arrived to come get us. I told him that's the time he arrived to come get us and he said "well I didn't think he'd go down for a nap anyway". Lucius was having fun playing with his blocks and everything. On the way home Loki said he (Loki) wanted to take a nap but he wasn't going to, and I told him he should just plug in my TV and go rest. Loki declined. Then when we got home acted like he was dismissing me and saying "you're free to go" when I had no intention of going

Now Lucius is strapped into his napnap chair anyway because Loki got "tired of him" crying, when the reason he is crying is because Loki is acting like Lucius is getting in the way of him playing video games and listening to videos on his phone. He's not cuddling the baby, so the baby is upset, so his solution is to strap the baby into his chair.

Oh he's acting like IM the reason Lucius didn't get a nap though

I try to comfort poor confused little Lucius and Loki goes "stop buying into it and just go"

BEX

Ummm! No! Loki messed up Lucius's schedule. That is his fault Lucius is upset and you do not just ignore a baby when they are crying with a certain tone. He needs to unplug and pay more attention to his son. Just my two cents.

 

SIGYN

💯💯💯💯

Agreed

Loki's being a little bitch. He's claiming he's unhappy but not doing anything about it. He's claiming he wants a nap but not go taking one

He's shooing me out of the room when I want to spend time with my son

 

BEX

I mean, I know I am on here a LOT, but I try to pay attention to Rhett when he tries to get my attention. I'm NOT perfect by any means, and when Steve calls me on being on to long, that is when I go silent...just fyi. ♥ ♥ ♥

 

SIGYN

Oh no I mean, I'm always happy to VC with Rhett so he gets some attention too from Lucius and me, but yeah If you have to go "afk baby" I totally understand

 

BEX

Your son, you decide. Is exactly what I told steve when we got into a dispute at one point. I carried him for 8 months, I gave birth to him, I decide.

 

SIGYN

Half the time when I try to VC you it's so Lucius can chat

ooh okay. My dad says I need to put my foot down more too

 

5:00 p.m.

 

BEX

I think you do too but I understand not really 'wanting' too cause you live with him and don't want to cause 'drama'. even more so when he is the way he is.

 

SIGYN

Maybe I sleep in their room tonight and wake up with the baby

At this stage I think I'm a better parent. I know my Lucius. He wants love and attention and he's entitled to it. Loki treating him like he "has" to take care of him rather than is a joy to take care of him is fucked up

 

BEX

I totally 100% agree with you.

SIGYN

(5:19 p.m.) My dad was checking in to see if Lucius is okay

He offered to come pick us up but I don't think Lucius could get to sleep in his crib there

(6:57 p.m.) (after Loki said some inappropriate things that are detailed in the RP log)

Eh, he's trying to guilt me or panic me into fucking him so he doesn't leave

 

BEX

I am SOOOOOO disappointed in him right now.

No...disappointed isn't even the word

I can't....I just...UGH! He makes me want to throw something....

are YOU ok? *hugs*

 

SIGYN

Agreed, but I'm not displaying emotion right now because I don't want him using it against me to try to claim I'm an unfit mother

 

BEX

I mean, how are you handling this?

 

SIGYN

I'm upset but I can't react where he can see it.

 

BEX

why would he do that when it's clear, from what we talked about eariler that he doesn't have any interest in his son?

 

SIGYN

To punish me.

 

BEX

every time we talk...he is playing a game or on the computer....I can say so if it comes down to it.

 

SIGYN

He says he does that because he's dealing with the baby all day

 

BEX

NO he isn't!!

 

SIGYN

"dealing with the baby"

not raising our son.

April 4, 2020 | Convo with Bex

 SIGYN, 4:58 p.m.

Alright, I got a male account that I've cleared the messages for. You'll still need to edit the friend list and photos the way you want.

[email and password to an account that was zucced as of 2022]

 

BEX

Thank you so much! 😀😀💜💜

 

SIGYN, 5:26 p.m.

Sure thing! :D

March 30, 2020 | Convo with Bex

 SIGYN, 8:18 p.m.

[snip: probably a screenshot of notifications]

When fangirling pays off

 

BEX

WOW!

that's awesome!

 

SIGYN

Yes!! He notices when you share his stuff so share for Senpai Noticing You

March 25, 2020 | Convo at Bex

 SIGYN, 3:50 a.m.

[link]

Also the Elf Pirate but real life

❤Rebecca Butler