Thursday, October 22, 2015

Snafu Followup and Suicide, 10.22.15

October 22, 2015

7.42 AM
ME
I missed you too. There was so much pointless drama last week, I had to step away from just about everyone except the ones I knew would be on my side

MAKAYLA, 3.58 PM
What happendd

ME, 6.10 PM
Just some stupid shit
(8.00 PM) Anyway, did you manage to get things sorted today?

MAKAYLA
I tried to call and they said I have to call someone else

ME
Okay, what happened when you called someone else?

MAKAYLA
I had to be on hold to be told I have to call on Monday

ME
Wow -.-

MAKAYLA
Right

ME
Yeah, that’s bullshit. They’re giving you the runaround because they don’t want to face up to their bullshit.
+ Call up tomorrow, say you’re from a newspaper and you’re doing fact checking for a story on YouTube’s creator policy.

MAKAYLA
I might will I get in trouble tho

ME
Look up a local, small time newspaper and don’t give your real name. Or just say you’re a freelance reporter. I can’t guarantee that you won’t, but you might get answers faster if you pretend to be a journalist.

MAKAYLA
Then I shall do that

ME
Alright. Let me know how it goes. How have things been? I was off Facebook for a while.

MAKAYLA
I will and it’s ok just a lot going on
Watch “Mental Health Awareness (REPOST)” on YouTube – http://youtu.be/T2ednneL_W0

ME, 9.03 PM
I’m actually very aware of mental health XD I was hospitalised for depression last year, remember?
+ Anyway, I’m here if you want to talk about it

MAKAYLA
I know… I made the video so people could share it and maybe help Somone so what happened to Taylor can be avoided

ME
I’ll catch up on all your videos tomorrow after I get a new social security card. I’ll share the ones I like :D

MAKAYLA
Thank you. I am devastated

ME
I’m sorry for your loss, hon

MAKAYLA
It’s ok. I just spoke to her Monday

ME
Monday? When did this happen?

MAKAYLA
Tuesday morning

ME
Huh, weird. You’d think she would have reached out.

MAKAYLA
I know. She wa always so positive. I remember her posting about being upset but didn’t think anything of it

ME
Hmm… You sure she did this? Did she have any enemies?

MAKAYLA
I talked to her parents she was hanging in her closet

ME
Huh. Weird.

MAKAYLA
Not really it was devastating

ME, 10.16 PM
It’s weird to me because she did that without trying to talk to you, you know?
+ About it

MAKAYLA
We weren’t close. She was always peppy and sweet but it breaks my heart.

ME
How come, if you weren’t close?

MAKAYLA
She was young. I have a heart that’s why it hurts. It hits home

ME
Hmm.

MAKAYLA
Why on God’s green earth do you have to question my judgment

ME
Why do you think I’m questioning your judgment?

MAKAYLA
You are.

ME
Actually, I’m not.
+ I’m just trying to understand your perspective on this, I’m not judging you at all, actually.

MAKAYLA
You are making it seam like she was offed

ME
I asked if she had any enemies because I suspected that might be the case, but when you said her parents found her hanging in her closet, I believed you.
+ I’m not questioning your judgment. I’m just wondering why a happy and peppy girl would ragequit life.

MAKAYLA
I talked to her parents they said she had been battling depression

ME
I guess what I meant to say was, I wish she’d reached out to you. Or to someone. Like I wish she could have found solace in her friends so this wouldn’t have happened. You know?

MAKAYLA
Yeah. It just kills me she was so beautiful and young and had so much going for her.

ME
Yeah. It sucks.

MAKAYLA
;(

ME
*hugs*

MAKAYLA
Thanks I just wish I could helo

ME

Yeah, I know that feel

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