Things are going to go a bit differently than anticipated. We are leaving Portland because it's cold. I will keep you all as updated as I can.

Please pray, for those of you who do so, that Loki and I remain true to each other and to our ultimate goal. Let us not be sidelined or blindsided by things and people that might take us away from our planned future together. Let us remain fully committed to each other and to our goals, and for the love of all that is holy, let his father's influence over him be broken.

Thoughts from yesterday

As I gain a bit of recognition, it comes time for me to decide what sort of example I want to make of myself. Earlier today, I was confronted by an unhappy person: bitter, washed out, never got to accomplish what they wanted to and so felt the need to steer my husband away from the same goal-- and, not coincidentally, from me. That person is my father-in-law, and while I do enjoy a great many jokes at his expense, it saddens me that he would try to take away his son's happiness by concern trolling.

My father-in-law has never approved of me. He sees my neurodivergences as a show I put on to manipulate my husband into staying close to me and taking care of me rather than loving his own life. Not much could be further from the reality, which is that Loki and I share very similar goals and that my neurodivergences are simply part of who I am as an individual. Is being with me a challenge? Yes. Is it worth it? Ask Loki. He has made it clear that he plans to stay with me and that he finds me more helpful than harmful.

In the past, I've put a lot of effort into shaming people who triggered various unpleasant associations. I currently feel, though I may change my mind again, that that is a bit too time-consuming for my liking and wastes energy I could be using to do something more productive. I see now that, while my goals and efforts are clear to me, what the callous outside world cares most about is results.

And I fully intend to get them.

I haven't entirely decided what sort of person I want to come off as, but it is my hope that you, my dear readers, will come to see me as I see myself on good days. Loki sees potential in me and I feel it burning now, propelling me towards something.... Good or evil, I cannot say, but I will try to take you with me on the ride so you can see for yourselves.

Modeling Food for Thought part 12: 11.2.15 2-4 PM

2:23pm

Sigyn Wisch

Loki's takin the phone gonna text Blossom from the computer

also loki's makin funny noises

Makayla Marie

Cool you need the # and lol

Sigyn Wisch

Got it from my phone before sending Loki off

Makayla Marie

Awesome

Sigyn Wisch

yep yep

It's [DATA EXPUNGED], right?

Makayla Marie

Yes

{Note: While I did text Blossom from my computer and her old contact information is still in the webnumber archive, the actual conversation is not. I didn’t forsee this. Mea culpa.}

Sigyn Wisch

oh god Blossom says, "I have to try to please a Miss Flanders now". I take it Madeline's being difficult again

Makayla Marie

Yep

Sigyn Wisch

oh boy, what's going on?

Makayla Marie

She's hitching about the homework

Sigyn Wisch

Seriously? I got it done in like three hours, tops

okay maybe three and a half

{Two hours, twenty-three minutes, actually. I’m bad at estimates.}

Makayla Marie

Yep she's whining

Sigyn Wisch

ugh

Makayla Marie

Yep

Sigyn Wisch

LOKI (Our names were not easily denoted over Facebook messenger.)

Jesus fucking Christ.  I wouldn't put up with that shit. What a waste of fucking time

Makayla Marie

Huh

SIGYN...Dammit Loki

I assume that was Loki saying that, because I didn't

He's got the phone, which has access to Messenger

LOKI

Gyngyn I messaged you

SIGYN

gdi

THIS IS FACEBOOK MESSENGER

Sorry, Makayla. We're having technical confusion

LOKI

Blossom needs to accept that Madeline is a useless Cunt btw

SIGYN

dammit loki

LOKI

Sorry gyn. But SERIOUSLY

SIGYN

LOKI NO

3:02pm

Makayla Marie

Lol

Sigyn Wisch

I'm mad at him now

Like, I agree with what he was saying, but he shouldn't be using Messenger because it reflects on me when he's talking shit.

3:14pm

Sigyn Wisch

Okay, he says he turned off notifications

3:25pm

Makayla Marie

Lol

Sigyn Wisch

Sorry about that. I told him off in Hangouts

Makayla Marie

Lol

Sigyn Wisch

How are things going with Madeline?

Makayla Marie

I'm gonna die

Sigyn Wisch

Oh honey

Makayla Marie

I'm just ugh

Sigyn Wisch

I know. It's hard to deal with people who are hard to deal with

Makayla Marie

I want to smack her

Sigyn Wisch

I wanna smack someone in general, am in a bad mood

she still bitching about the hw?

Makayla Marie

Yes

An I'm in a shifty mood too

Sigyn Wisch

gdiiii

How old is she, anyway?

Makayla Marie

It's annoying my phone took a shut. 21

Sigyn Wisch

...w...wow

okay how the fuck did she live to 21

Makayla Marie

Right

SIGYN

Makayla Marie

Hahahahah

Sigyn Wisch

That p much sums up my opinion of her.

Makayla Marie

Mine to

11.7.15 Interlude photo companion

Modeling Rubbish, part 24: 11.7.15

November 7, 4:05 PM

MAKAYLA
So did I tell you what happened?

ME
No, tell

MAKAYLA
Blossom was in an accident. She’s ok but she’s texting me on chas phone and I guess she blames maddy

ME
Oh my god!
I’m glad she’s OK but how did she get in an accident?

MAKAYLA
Maddy blew up her phone she looked down

ME
Wtf

MAKAYLA
Yeah

ME
The fuck is wrong with Madeline. Why can’t she just leave well enough alone?

MAKAYLA
She wants to provoke

ME
She needs to get a life and stop hurting other people with her goddamn temper tantrums

MAKAYLA
Right. She’s a cunt nugget.

ME
Smegma breath

MAKAYLA
Lol

Interlude from Modeling: General Madeline and Andrew Drama, 11.6.15

November 6, 12.16 AM

ME
Loki says the insults were lame and Madeline’s forgetting she didn’t even complete Job Corps and we did, and it’s just completely backfiring because she’s a tard.

MAKAYLA
She’s mean

ME
*shares free pizza and hot cocoa*
Yeah, she’s mean and she’s an idiot, and that’s just a bad combination.

MAKAYLA
Take pizza and sipps coco I miss you guys rn

ME
I know, hon, we wish you could be here, only like, with a house and to share with you
I’d give you a big hug and Loki would point out all the flaws in the discussion and we would all be laughing.

MAKAYLA
I need that
I can’t do this shit

ME
*hug* You know why she’s doing this? Why she had to tear you down? It’s because she’s weak.
Like, I didn’t start slinging mud until after she did
And that was just to protect you.
I’m not even personally offended by anything because she got so much shit wrong

MAKAYLA
She is so bad at this and she’s made me cry and loose it it’s not fair.

ME
You didn’t lose.
You have your job, your clients, your boss, your friendships with Blossom and Ryan and me.
You have your other job, your house, and a nice big heart. She doesn’t have any of that
Her heart cold and shriveled, like a raisin left in the sun too long
And, SHE don’t know you’re crying
Also, you have more of Loki’s respect than she does, and do you know how gd hard it is to get respect out of that man?

12.41 AM
MAKAYLA
Did you see what she just did

8:04 AM
ME
Yo, Makayla, last night you told me not to mention her enlistment. Are you the only one she ever told about that incident?

1.45 PM
MAKAYLA
She gave my number out

ME
Ugh
What a slag

MAKAYLA
Anxious over here

ME
*hugs!*
Do you need to talk on the phone?

MAKAYLA
When I get things under control yes

ME
Okay sweetie. I’m here for you whatever you need

MAKAYLA
I’m sick of this shit

ME
I know. I am, too

MAKAYLA
=\

2.00 PM
ME
She gave out your number wtf

MAKAYLA
Yep

ME
The fuck is wrong with her
You can get a free number from Pinger if you don’t want to deal with your phone blowing up
Who’d she even give it to?

MAKAYLA
Her friends

ME
Ugh
Report her for cyber bullying and stalking

MAKAYLA
I have

ME
That’s good. Hopefully something will come of that
Some idiots tried to report my pics for nudity
They’re not even against guidelines gd

MAKAYLA
Right me to

ME
Lol wuuuuuuut?
That’s stupid

MAKAYLA
It was Maddy

ME
I know. It’s the dumbest possible thing

MAKAYLA
Yep ry emails her

ME
Hmm

MAKAYLA
Idk why

7.53 PM
ME
Hello, hello~

MAKAYLA
Hola

ME
How goes life?

MAKAYLA
Confusion =\

ME
Oh… what’s confusing?

MAKAYLA
Andrew

ME
Oh
Hey, your current guy’s good to you, so don’t throw that away on someone who you know treated you bad

MAKAYLA
I know… I know…

8.15 PM
ME
I know you know, hon, but I don’t want you to get hurt again
Not by the same guy, not again

MAKAYLA
I love him

ME
I’m going to take a shot every time you say that and I hope to God I’m still sober by the end of the night.
You can love him all you want, just don’t ruin your current relationship for someone who already fucked you over and caused you a shitton of anxiety

MAKAYLA
But

ME
I’m p sure some part of you knows
At the end of the two weeks or however long it lasts
You’re gonna look back and be like
“I am never doing that again”
And you said to the people who follow your YouTube that you’re not going back, and you want to inspire them and help them learn from your life so uh
I guess be with him again so you have another story to tell about why it’s a bad idea? I mean if you really need it that bad

MAKAYLA
Well
I’ll take it down

ME
You can take it down, but you can’t erase it from the memories of everyone who saw it
Besides I have a copy

MAKAYLA
How

ME
Because I can download videos off YouTube
I have a browser that allows torrents

MAKAYLA
:0

ME
Yep
And I am not above putting that video right back up again

MAKAYLA
Your a YouTube partners you can’t you will get introble with YouTube

ME
I have 40 different accounts and only 1 is a partner

MAKAYLA
Are they channels?

ME
Yes but that’s irrelevant
Do what you want, but somewhere, present you knows that future you will concede that past you was right

MAKAYLA
Well I dunno

ME
I don’t even know what is in this drink but damn I feel good

MAKAYLA
Lol

ME
It’s up to you, but honestly, I think going back to Andrew would make you more stress
And you don’t need stress, you already has stress
But do what you want

MAKAYLA
I didn’t say I was going back I just ugh

ME
Yr confused
You love him
I get it

MAKAYLA
=(

ME
Why is he doing the thing

MAKAYLA
I don’t know

ME
Would you risk losing your dude for the thing?

MAKAYLA
What thinh

ME
The Andrew thing, would you risk losing your dude for it

MAKAYLA
Maybe I do t know

ME
You should think about that
And also think about why

Modeling Rubbish, part 23: 11.5.15

November 5, 8:51 PM

ME
*casually pesters*

MAKAYLA
Yay

ME
How goes?

MAKAYLA
Eah anxiety maddy bitching moving stress the norms you know
You?

ME
Found a place that gives away their food for free half an hour before closing, so we won’t be going hungry for a while :D but had to talk to my father-in-law and dealing with my actual father slinging shit because it’s “irresponsible” to move out with my husband who he wouldn’t accept and pursue a modeling career that my friend got me into.
Ugh, so Madeline’s still an issue? That sucks

MAKAYLA
That’s great and your dad and in law suck and yeah she’s a cunt nugget

ME
In-law is at least being somewhat civil and supporting Loki’s potential job as security
And what did she do this time?

MAKAYLA
That’s good. And she’s just in my business

ME
Fuuuuuck that

MAKAYLA
Yeah she’s a bitch

ME
Anyway, um… so there’s a thing about my homework. I finished everything but the essay.

MAKAYLA
That’s fine
I’ll talk to Blossom

ME
Thank you. I’ll email you what I have

MAKAYLA
Awesome
So what’s up

ME
Coming down off my antibiotics and now I need to take another one :< They make my head go fuzzy, as do the pain pills. On the bright side, taking antibiotics means the gingivitis I had started to get went away. I’m generally in a default-good mood, but I’m still worried about you and Blossom.

MAKAYLA
I’m sorry! Medicine does rust to me to it sucks! And don’t worry

ME
Like here’s the thing okay. When anyone offers me anything, I get suspicious of whether or not it’s real due to past experience, okay, but when you’re posting about this on Facebook, hell yeah it’s real, because no one posts about their attempt to catfish someone else on social media to make it look real
And also the conflict between you and that troll is obviously real considering she’s being mean to you

MAKAYLA
It’s like whatever I’m over it she’s just making Me anxious

ME
Yeah, I know, and she shouldn’t keep picking on you

MAKAYLA
But she is =/ just sucks how far she pushed Blossom

ME
Did I hear about that already or did something new happen?

MAKAYLA
Blossom had to get a new email over the issue

ME
That is new

MAKAYLA
Yeah

ME
She’s just a pest -_-

MAKAYLA
She is I’m ugh

ME
I know, believe me, I know the type

MAKAYLA
I still can’t believe her

ME
I know, man, I mean, you called her out and she’s responding by throwing tantrums at everyone

MAKAYLA
Yeah like wy

ME
Because she’s mad at not getting her way. Because she’s not mature enough to be a lady
Because she’s an attention whore

MAKAYLA
Yeah it’s so stupid
I have a new client tho

ME
Oh cool
I got grumpy this morning about Madeline.
Harry Potter and the Grownups Don’t Throw Tantrums When They Don’t Get Their Way: an unauthorized expansion by S. Muggle Smith.

MAKAYLA
Hahaha

ME
Please note that Voldemort and Umbridge are not counted as “grownups” by this criteria.
Have You Tried Not Getting Banned Everywhere? How Not to Fail at Everything, a guide by Faye-Lingliss-Wennernow

MAKAYLA
I love that.

ME
Thanks :3 cause like it just occurred to me that she got kicked out of the army
Got kicked out of Job Corps
And now got kicked out of Blossom’s Girls

MAKAYLA
Yep
She commented
Go comment back

ME
Where?

MAKAYLA
My new post about my client
Go see
She crossed the line

ME
Yep
I remember, I had her friended, and once she posted a Bennigans advert for St. Patrick’s. Keep in mind, Loki and I are of Celtic descent.

MAKAYLA
>=(

ME
He wanted to know what dressing like a whore and posing with a duck face had to do with celebrating the spirit of Ireland.
I repeated the comment
She tried to tag one of my pictures as “ugly”.

MAKAYLA
Don’t say a word
About
Her enlistment
Hello

ME
Why?

MAKAYLA
Go look at what she’s saying

(She was saying something along the lines of Loki flirting with girls in TCU, which was a class Loki and Madeline attended. Loki’s really not that type, though, so…)

ME
Lol she’s lying about so much shit

MAKAYLA
Dude

ME
You know how I know she’s lying about Loki?
Because I had a LOT of enemies at that school
A LOT
If Loki was ever unfaithful to me at all, one of them would have rubbed my nose in it

10.55 PM
ME
Aw man
This is so weak

MAKAYLA
Haahah

ME
Lel she got bored anyway

LOKI
The flame war has been won by my lovely ‘gyn

11.29 PM
MAKAYLA
Omg
She’s a cunt

ME
Lol I love how that one chick is saying we’re acting like high schoolers when we’re just having fun

BRITS
Omg what even is that girl
She is for real not even cute
And all the “hahahahaha” are way too try hard for real

ME
I’m not even bothered whereas she’s prolly bawling

MAKAYLA
She made me cry

ME
Oh honey
Don’t cry, you’re better than that

MAKAYLA
She’s so mean

(regarding a screenshot of an original photo of Madeline and the touched-up version)

BRITS
The right is vastly improved on the untouched version. Without the editing her head fades into the buildings behind her-- the editing was necessary.

STORMIE BOWER
It’s women now a days they think they have to talk shit about everyone. Hah just makes them look like fools. One lives in a tent and the other nasty ass chews yuck ha. You guys both got something good going for ya huh? Hahah before you try preaching to the choir make sure ur not in the same fuckin boat cause you look like a fool. Just had to add my little two cents

MAKAYLA
I wanna die

ME
We gave away our tent. It wasn’t compatible with stealthy sleeping. Shows how much she knows lol

MAKAYLA
Aww

ME
Okay honey, she’s just trying to be an asshole.
She’s ugly on the inside
You’re a real pretty woman. Real pretty and real sweet.
You got those big beautiful brown eyes and good taste in makeup
You choose glasses and poses that look right for you when you put them up on social media

MAKAYLA
It still hurts

ME
I know, hon, but you ain’t got nothing to be ashamed of.

MAKAYLA
Thank you doll

ME
When you stand before God and he sees your pure heart and how you got out of your way for people, you’ll know.
You know he sees that.
Now these choads, they can’t let go.
They’re jealous of your success and your kindness and how you go through so much shit but still stay strong.
They’re jealous because they can’t be soft-hearted and sweet like you.

MAKAYLA
Thank you doll I ain’t pure I’ve made mistakes

ME
Everyone makes mistakes that’s not the point

MAKAYLA
Iv made a lot
I think I’m gonna go for now

ME
Okay. You cry all you need to, but don’t you believe anything that rotten brat or any of her little choads say to you.

MAKAYLA
It’s hard

ME
Makayla, I need to tell you something super important

MAKAYLA
Yeah

ME
Choad is another word for taint, you know, the area between someone’s genitals and their butt hole.

MAKAYLA
Haha

ME
And that’s exactly what those mean little girls are. They’re taints. They go on your sweet and happy status to try to tear you down, they taint your happiness and make you feel like this. Real ladies don’t do that.

MAKAYLA
Yes that’s true.

(continued on the next day because I’m a stickler for time stamps)

Modeling Rubbish, part 22: 11.4.15

November 4, 6:37 PM

ME
Get well soon. What happened?

BOYFRIEND
This is her boyfriend would you like to see

ME
Yes.

(Conversation between Makayla and Madeline)

MAKAYLA
Bruh I’m over you friends talking shit
They can try and do the stuff I do if they like

MADELINE
That one girl has always talked shit on me

MAKAYLA
Well she can talk shit all she wants but don’t involve my clients.
Unfriend her
Dude really

MADELINE
What’s the app you used for editing?

MAKAYLA
Not an app

MADELINE
Software?

MAKAYLA
It’s editing soft ware I got on my laptop I have the high Photoshop they use in studios

MADELINE
What’s it called?
Photoshop?

MAKAYLA
And I use another thing for the right exposure
It’s a Photoshop from Adobe but it’s the same thing they use on magazine spreads

MADELINE
Like excell?

BOYFRIEND
This is her boyfriend, excel is for spreadsheets smart one. She will message you when she calms down her phone is going off. So don’t make my lady’s job harder.
Bye.

MADELINE
I’m pretty smart. I don’t need “a grown man” mouthing off to me
And actually excell isn’t just for spread sheets. “Smart one”

BOYFRIEND
It’s not mouthing off now shut up
Yes it is bitch

MADELINE
Shut up?
Oh now I’m a bitch?
Well you just made my decision very easy. I’m not going to be working with Makayla anymore.

BOYFRIEND
Fine that’s good for her your just a cunt who has no talent

MADELINE
Bahahahahaha says you.

BOYFRIEND
Yeah and a lot of people

MADELINE
Lmfao bye. You are a sad excuse for the military

(end. Back to me!)

BOYFRIEND
I said that she called and pushed my baby into an attack

ME
EXCEL IS LITERALLY A SPREADSHEET PROGRAM WHAT IS THIS NONSENSE
Gdi

BOYFRIEND
Yeah
And we’re in a few problems

ME
What’s wrong?

BOYFRIEND
She got taken

ME
Blossom said she had a panic attack and is in the hospital.

BOYFRIEND
That to but now she has no money

ME
Yep, same here

BOYFRIEND
It’s horrible

ME
Blossom says Makayla needs a new number and I suggested Pinger.com, which is how I got my web number. It’s completely free.

BOYFRIEND
Can it be on her device

ME
Pinger is an app that is also compatible with web browser.
It’s also called Textfree.

BOYFRIEND
Never heard if that

ME
It’s fabulous. It’s completely free, she’d just use an email and password, she gets to choose the number.
Only thing is, she probably can’t use it to talk out loud on the phone

BOYFRIEND
Oh that’s a problem

ME
Well, there’s Skype for that
I mean, it’s not hard to make a new account

BOYFRIEND
Not for work tho

ME
Businesses use Skype all the time
Failing that, when I was in the hospital earlier today, there was a recurring commercial
About the Sprint phone service, which is $20/month for unlimited text, talk, and I think it also included data

7.22 PM
BOYFRIEND
Oh that’s cheap

ME
Yeah
Or use Hangouts, a Google app that lets you type in a number and call for free

7.47 PM
MAKAYLA
What’s your online number
Miss Blossom needs it

ME
[Pinger number]

(I don’t have the conversation as Pinger tends to erase ‘em after a while, but okay, that’s the end of November 4th.)

Modeling Food for Thought, part 20: 11.3.15, 8-9 PM

SIGYN

I can re-touch my pictures a bit and send them to you after

8:10pm

Makayla Marie

I got me

Sigyn Wisch

?

Blossom’s side

8.11 PM

BLOSSOM

That’s not much better

ME

60% is SLIGHTLY better than 0%. If it was 0%, it’d be like she wrote it in crayon with her feet, in another language.

Makayla’s side

8:12pm

Sigyn Wisch

Here are the retouched versions of my pictures colonthree emoticon One has two versions cause I was playing with effects.

Makayla Marie

Oh cool

Sigyn Wisch

If I did it right, it should save you some work

but jsyk the cameraman sucked, I got him off OkCupid

I bribed him with like a handful of candy to take some pictures of me in my dress

I don't know a lot of poses or anything like that and when I asked him to direct me he just sort of stood there and took pictures at random and I had to pick my own poses

Makayla Marie

You will lear really fast

Sigyn Wisch

Okay.

MAKAYLA

Sigyn Wisch

Yeah, I would look dumb doing most of those.

gdi I made Loki take some pictures and I look turrible

I got one that looks like "Do not support our product EVER"

Blossom’s side

8.38 pm

BLOSSOM

She kinda did

ME

Ehh… Well, there was a lot of word cruft and some repeated ideas, but it wasn’t like “let me show you evidence that I had a stroke while downloading the assignment”.

+ In other news, I am a terrible model. I had a boy from a dating site AND Loki act as cameramen and these pictures all look awful. Meanwhile, with my webcam, the poses look cute but the quality is abysmal.

Makayla's side

 8:45pm

Sigyn Wisch

Here, I'll show you what I mean

Sigyn Wisch

*fails at looking sexy*

Sigyn Wisch

"I think this looks right"

Sigyn Wisch

"In da house yo"

Sigyn Wisch

"I'm bored and I want to go to bed"

Sigyn Wisch

*streeeeetttttccch* lolwut camera

Sigyn Wisch

"Hi, I'm super fat!"

Sigyn Wisch

"Go the fuck home and do not buy our product."

Makayla Marie

Haha

Sigyn Wisch

the only actually decent one

Makayla Marie

There not bad

Sigyn Wisch

THEY'RE HORRIBLE WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT

Makayla Marie

I just read your message

Sigyn Wisch

asdfghjkl

they're awful

Makayla Marie

There good

Sigyn Wisch

Madi's a natural

she looks like an actual model

I look like a potato with skin

mind you, these are the ones that are edited

Makayla Marie

Let me play with them

Sigyn Wisch

Play with them as much as you want, my face still says "gtfo n00b"

Makayla Marie

Seems them all in edited

I'm on my iPod

You will look fine

Sigyn Wisch

aalsk;jfla;kjera;wkerh awr

okay if you say so

Makayla Marie

Yay

Send me

Sigyn Wisch

gdi I just did

[/8.54 PM]

Blossom’s side

8.52 PM

BLOSSOM

I want to see

ME

You…okay.

BLOSSOM

Very upset

ME

Kaylee said for me to let her play with them

+ What happened?

BLOSSOM

She had Kaylee edit all photos after she got them said she’s not getting paid.

ME

What the damn hell

BLOSSOM

Yeah

Makayla’s side

8.54 PM

SIGYN

okay one sec, I'll EMAIL you

Makayla Marie

Ok

Or here

Sigyn Wisch

I sent them through here!

Makayla Marie

Yay

Sigyn Wisch

I'll email you the whole set, just to make sure and you can cross check

I also took some ones on my webcam

Makayla Marie

Ok

Sigyn Wisch

Sent through email

Modeling Rubbish, part 21: 11.3.15

November 3, 8.47 PM
MAKAYLA
Haha
(9.06 PM) Yay

ME
Sent another batch, this one to both you AND Blossom since she wanted to see

MAKAYLA
Awesome I’m almost done playing

ME
Okay
You’re a lifesaver ;_;

MAKAYLA
Almost

ME
No, you’re literally a lifesaver.

MAKAYLA
{THREE PICTURES}





ME
Hmm… the second one doesn’t look so bad

MAKAYLA
Yeah
There blrry

ME
I sharpened them a little bit before I sent them to you

MAKAYLA
That’s why

ME
*nod*
You’re sending them as you finish?

MAKAYLA
Those are the salvaged one’s what I need you to do is don’t do anything to them at all before I edit

ME
Oh, okay
Most of the ones in the second batch (the one with the bad camera) were not edited by me at all.
(yes my camera quality with my webcam is literally that bad)

MAKAYLA
:0

9.58 PM
ME
Re-set webcam settings to factory default and this is how pictures look now




MAKAYLA
Not as bad

ME
Yeah, but the webcam still sucks
Anyway, I won’t fiddle with pictures before handing them to you anymore

MAKAYLA
Thank you

ME
Thank YOU for helping
Also, Madeline hacked Blossom and stole $500

MAKAYLA
From her to???

ME
YOU, TOO?!
JFC WTF
She stole from both of you? That’s not okay

MAKAYLA
Yeah and stole my work

ME
Police

MAKAYLA
Huh

10.24 PM
ME
You should call the police
She’s stealing from you guys & that’s illegal

MAKAYLA
I know

ME
I just looked at her Insta, though, and those look legit, like, she credited you, so where did she steal your work at?

MAKAYLA
She just not all have my branding

ME
Wait, what?

MAKAYLA
My branding

ME
She stole your branding, or she posted things without your branding?

MAKAYLA
Posted with out my branding

ME
Wtf

ME
Yep

11.30 PM
ME
Hey Makayla, for my weekend assignment, I changed my mind a little. Can I do a picture of Blossom instead of you?

MAKAYLA
That’s up to her
I don’t know if she already picked work out

ME
Oh, okay. Well, you asked me the other day; if we can’t change it, that’s fine too :3
You can’t really blame me for being curious about the lady behind all this, though, I mean, to be a freelance modeling agent AND probably quite a beauty herself

MAKAYLA
She is let me get a pic of her

She sent that one just now she said when she gets up she will send a new one

ME
Aww, she’s so beautiful!
Hey, I got to log off. Text me, okay?

MAKAYLA
She is that’s about 3 years old I believe maybe less but she is still pretty
Sure I’ll try

Modeling Food for Thought part 19: 11.3.15, 6-8 PM

Makayla’s side

6:14pm

Sigyn Wisch

I got some guy to take pictures of me in the dress

I'll send the pics to you tonight and you can let me know more what you need. These were just samples cause idk wtf I'm doing

Makayla Marie

Lol I'm sure there grate

Sigyn Wisch

I told him to direct the pictures and he was like derp wut

Makayla Marie

Lol

6:33pm

Sigyn Wisch

so yeah there are like 7 pictures and they suck, but I'm hoping you can edit them into something manageable?

Makayla Marie

They look good

Let me see what magic I can do

Sigyn Wisch

alrighty

Makayla Marie

smile emoticon

Sigyn Wisch

^ I stopped caring about 5 minutes into this tbh

lol

how's stuff going on your end?

 7:05pm

Makayla Marie

She's stupid

squint emoticon

She is ugh

I hate her

Madeline

Sigyn Wisch

Oh, okay, thank god

Yeah, Blossom sent me her essay and I kind of glanced at it because my phone was being charitable and let me load it

Makayla Marie

It was shit

Sigyn Wisch

lemme glance it again, one sec

region's, not regions

tbh, the entire first paragraph manages to be both unnecessary and too short

Second Amendment, not "seconded amendment"

'He is defined as the "outlaw" country." makes it sound like Brantley Gilbert is a country, not a person.

"We ha\/e a few things in common" should go before "I agree with him supporting the second amendment" and "we are both January Capricorns"

there does not need to be a quotey before "His first album

and also it should be written as,

His first album, "Modern Day Prodigal son," was

"mid of 2009" is nonsense

*His second album, "Halfway to Hea\/en," was

*March 16, 2010

*"Bottoms Up" turned into

Makayla Marie

That's irlevent

Sigyn Wisch

and actually NONE OF THAT IS NECESSSARY

Makayla Marie

My point

You see it

She's dumb

Sigyn Wisch

... I... kind of

SIGYN

edited it

Makayla Marie

Oh wow

smile emoticon

Sigyn Wisch

I gave her a SLIGHTLY higher grade than y'all did

Blossom’s side

7.42 PM

ME

I looked over Madeline’s essay and added some notes.

+ If Falcon & Wales had graded it (that’s my editing company), we would have given her a D-.

Makayla’s side

7.47 PM

Sigyn Wisch

please don't show it to her

Makayla Marie

I know

Sigyn Wisch

read it and let me know what you think though grin emoticon

Makayla Marie

I like it better then hers

Sigyn Wisch

lel

I had to work hard to stay professional and not go like OKAY WE FUCKING GET IT

Makayla Marie

Lol I did that

Sigyn Wisch

omfg

If I was sporking it, I'd do it like that, but editing it as an editor, I'm going to be as businesslike as possible

There's SOME snark, but it's very mild

MAKAYLA

Makayla Marie

Be came her editing goat

8:01pm

Sigyn Wisch

jfc she's so pretty