BEX, 2:40 PM
there you
are! *hugs* I thought fb had eated you!
November
4th at 11:02 a.m.
SIGYN
Not feeling
so good, might take off of Facebook again
BEX
oh dear.
*hugs her* what's wrong sweetie...
SIGYN, 4:36
PM
Separation
anxiety, sex addiction withdrawal
BEX
oh honey,
I'm sorry. *hugs her gently* I know all about the first one...but...*smirks
slightly playful,
slightly
sad* the second..well...its been 7 years for me, so can't really miss that
after so long....
SIGYN
Ahh... In
my case, I get it once every few months from Loki and, well...
BEX
well you
have someone to love you who you love in return...so that's a good thing
SIGYN
It is!
Being an addict sucks.
And Loki is
doing his best to cheer me up, so that's good too.
He gave me
permission to become the friend with benefits of a good friend who has trouble
finding partners...but since Loki insists on knowing EVERYTHING that happens
between us, it weirded my friend out and he asked me not to come over tonight.
BEX
It will all
work out, in time.
yea, some
people just aren't meant for that type of thing...but everything will work
itself out
SIGYN
Is my
friend's birthday. I made brownies :3
I'm sure I
will recover soon but right now I am an emo train wreck.
BEX
*hugs
tight*
SIGYN
Lol I don't
like that sort of thing either tbh but I still feel rejected.
BEX
your not
though. *smiles gently* If its not your cup of tea either, things shouldn't and
now won't
happen that
you don't wish to happen
SIGYN
Guess so
Tbh i had
slept with him a couple times before Loki formally laid down rules. Like a
couple nights in a row.
It isn't my
business why he didn't want to last night, I just...
November
5th, 1:25 AM
SIGYN
[snip
pic]
This is
AFTER I said I didn't want to talk to anyone other than Loki or Wolfie (you're
fine)
(1:52 a.m.) I know you're asleep but
Turns out
Wolfie wasn't snubbing me. He can't sleep in the bed with someone else &
didn't mention it till I texted him tonight. Prolly figuring out how to word
it. Anyway, we good. I just gotta either come over when his mom isn't home so I
can sleep upstairs, come over on days before he has no obligations, or call an
Uber and sleep in my own bed after seeing him
