SIGYN, 2:07 a.m., sends a video:
Hey hun hope you are feeling better *hugs* ❤❤❤❤
Omg is that...what!?
SIGYN, 1:39 p.m.
My mother-in-law sent a video of
...she told me it was gonna be the cats
making a journey to see each other?
Well, I moved past the sinus infection
stage and now I'm at the itchy throat and cough stage
Lucius doesn't understand why I won't play
with him
(6:17 p.m.) blechhhhh
whine whine complain complain
I hate being sick again
SIGYN, 1:05 a.m.
BEX, 10:54 a.m.
Hey hun hope you are feeling better *hugs* ❤❤❤❤
Wow that Bianca person sounds like a bitch. Ugh
SIGYN, 2:57 p.m.
I mean, we're not even friends, so I'm not sure why she thought it was necessary to PM Nate
SIGYN, 2:52 p.m.
helpppp I have a sinus infection and
Benadryl isn't helping
SIGYN, 2:41 p.m.
Hi so I just had a confusing conversation with Michael and I'm not sure if I said something inaccurate.
BEX, 3:47 p.m.
No you said the right thing but I didn't
say why because of what was going on with Steve too.
SIGYN
Ahh, okay.
Well, he's said some other problematic shit
after that but I'ma let him sort out his own feelings because I feel like he's
trying to guilt trip you through me and I don't like that.
*sits with you and shares mince pie* It's
just not great all around lately. You're going through stuff, I'm having moods,
it's been rough with other people including new friends
BEX, 4:04 p.m.
Wait...what did he say?
Please?
I'm cooking dinner so replies slow
SIGYN
I'll tell you, but you need to understand
that you are not responsible for how he is feeling and you cannot take back
your decision just because of it.
PENRYN
…regrets. Reading back on this, it’s likely Michael was genuinely
confused because Bex was talking about him but not to him.
SIGYN
BEX, 5:02 p.m.
I understand. I just wanted to know so I
am...not validated...but...I don't even know what I wanna say ya know? Lol
Yea I can see what you mean
SIGYN, 11:18 p.m.
Yeah, I mean, I know you want to be aware of things. I just don't want you to feel like you have to change your mind just because he's taking it badly
SIGYN, 1:50 p.m.
I'm over here now :P
BEX, 2:52 pm
Hey sorry hun. Me and steve just got into a huge fight and I'm a little pissy right now. But still here.. I guess just not really myself.
SIGYN
Oh no! What happened?
BEX
To the lady who watches Rhett
And I ONLY found it because he had a seizure and used his phone to call emergency. Unlocked his phone...no homescreen...just this.
He said nothing happened...so we will see when I go to confront her tomorrow morning
SIGYN
WTF.
BEX
Yea...and I know he erases his messages for storage on his phone and he always does that but that was the ONLY messages from her.
Everything else is gone.
SIGYN
That is fucked UP
And he has the audacity to be snippy about Mike?
BEX
Right! Thank you!
Who by the way I am getting so tired of dealing with atm
SIGYN
Yeah no he's annoying to me too
BEX
So hiding in the bath trying to calm down. I had to call a friend to cone get Rhett cause Steve refused to go to the hospital cause he started to have a sizure...and since my phone was still on emergency I had to use his to call that friend and those messages popped up. So I took a picture, then called my friend and she came over and sat with Rhett I her car while I yelled at Steve once he was better
I mean....yelled...and I never yell
SIGYN
I am so sorry. He's being a jerk!
(3:00 p.m.)
BEX
I mean it wasn't like I went looking for them. I unlocked his phone and boom! There they were. No home screen nothing..just that!
SIGYN
He should have at least been transparent with you that he was talking like that with someone & not let you find out like that.
BEX
That's literally what I raged at him about.
SIGYN
I hear you!
BEX
I'm mad cause you didn't tell me and I found out this way...I'm also mad cause when we jokingly talked about it together when all three of us were tipsy that night at our bonfire a few months ago I said NO
SIGYN
:O
HE SHOULD RESPECT THAT WTF
BEX
He says he doesn't know why he does things like that.
And he's been diagnosed before with this personality thing where he does something and then not k it why...so I don't know but I'm not buying it
I even thru it into his face that I talked to him about everything when it came to mike....so....
I mean I feel kinda bad cause before our friend came over to take Rhett outside I exploded at him...like hella exploded and Rhett got upset and told us both to stop...
Rhett shouldn't have to hear that
I remember my parents fighting and it still messes with me
SIGYN
I mean, I'm sorry he had to witness that too, but you've every right to be mad
BEX
This isn't the first time he's done this either
I caught him...or I should say fate showed me again...when we first moved up here together.
He asked me to check his emails for a link that he needed and when I went into his phone to find it..BAM! Emails to at least two other women saying things like "this is my phone number." Or "this is my work schedule." Granted reading them and the replies nothing ever came from them...but that's not the point
I mean...having to hold in my anger while the eats were here was so hard...cause he was having a bad one so I called...but he being a stubborn ass refused to go.
SIGYN
YEAH! Loki was fully aware of me flirting with Valentino as Sebastian
BEX
I told him before...NEVER hide things from me cause Fate will ALWAYS show me and I will find out..
SIGYN
(speaking of which, I did block him as Sebastian and Trent but now he's interested in Faustus -_-)
BEX
I wasn't even looking Sigyn! I wasn't! That's what's so bad! Fate just literally...oh here ya go! Ughhhh!
I'm so mad right now still I can't think straight. I don't ever want to see her again and I don't want steve to talk to her again...but that seems petty...and Rhett loves daycare....I'm so confused
SIGYN
It's not petty
I'd say let Rhett keep going to daycare but keep ur interaction with her to a bare minimum
BEX
I told him this was the absolute last and final time and I mean it. One more slip...just one...and I'm done. And that kinda scares me cause I can't raise Rhett on my own...and now I'm thinking in that vein and I might have a panic attack later cause omg I was so mad I was shaking...I wasn't even crying and that's when you run with me. Hehehe *trying to be a little funny* but this sucks
SIGYN
Other than talking strictly about Rhett, they can fuck themselves and the whores they rode in on
BEX
I shoved it all down...the rage and the tears and I know that's not good but he doesn't get to see me cry...not over this....ughhhh...why? Why can't he talk to me...he says he needs confidence to say what he wants or thinks and he asked me to help him after we got done yelling..well...I yelled, he actually cried....
I'm rambling....
SIGYN
You're within your rights
Keep rambling, I'm listening!
And maybe he SHOULD see you cry so he'll know how bad it affected you. It's not a sign of weakness, it's like... look how bad you hurt me, from you
From him, I don't really know what to think. Flirting can be an addictive habit, but there's no reason to do it behind your partner's back
Either you let them know you're doing it & it's okay to continue, or it's not okay & you quit it
BEX
He came in to talk to me while I'm in the tub. Bleh
SIGYN
Bleh
did you tell him to leave?
BEX
I did. He did. And I'm talking to Kelly now so I feel a little better.
SIGYN
That's good. Is she clarifying things?
(4:00 p.m.)
BEX
Yea...kinda
SIGYN
*hugs*
BEX
*hugs*
My bath waters cold but I don't wanna get out...sad is that? Lol
SIGYN
Drain it partially and add more hot water
that's what I do
BEX
Yea but then he'll know I'm hiding 🤣
SIGYN
You are not hiding, you are taking space :p
BEX
I might go play a video game and kill things. Hehehe
SIGYN
That sounds like good stress relief. I'm getting a massage
BEX
Nice! I need one. Hehehe
SIGYN
Yeah :3 getting all the bad vibes from before just pressed right out
Faustus is going to be a lot more careful; he doesn't *have* as strong of a personality or preferences as Sebastian, so he's going to "let" Valentino mold him into however he wants (except when I need to take a break & then he's just going to be offline) until Freya shows up on the scene like "um, what's going on here? Faustus? This isn't you?"
(6:44 p.m.) Anyway, I hope everything gets sorted on your end, for the better.
/end
SIGYN, 1:26 p.m.
Hi :D I have a spare you can use for Freya cause I'm never gonna use it again. It's [since been converted to a Rebecca Bunch account].
BEX, December 16th, 12:00 p.m.
Are you alive?!
SIGYN, today at 9:20 a.m.
HI sorry! I'm finally being discharged
& going home
BEX
Discharged? Are you alright? I'm SO HAPPY
to see your messages!! ♥ ♥ ♥
SIGYN
Yeah emergency psychiatric. They don't let
you keep your phone
Sorry to make you worry, I just had a
crappy state of mind
BEX
*glomps you and hugs you tight* I am
soooooo happy you are alright! *giggles softly* I was worried! But you're ok,
so I'm good
SIGYN
*huggggg*
Not being on FB and especially not chatting
with you is some kind of fresh hell ngl
BEX
I can imagine.
I missed you too ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
SIGYN
💞❤️💖
So now that I'm FREEDOM!!!!
BEX
Now I can relax. hehehehe. I saw your stats
and kinda freaked a little. :P
SIGYN
before we get to all the new spam I'll be
spamming you with, and now that everything's all good, will you be able to look
over the old spam today? XD
Sorry again DX
BEX
did I not? *talks to self* I think I
scouraed your messenger looking at least for a number. lol lol but yea, I will
actually go through and give a looksee again, slower this time. 😂🥰😘
SIGYN
XD
My phone number is [REDACTED]
BEX
well that was easy! *giggles*
mine is [REDACTED]
SIGYN
But chances are, if you can't reach me on
messenger, I'm unreachable. I rarely answer my phone because scam calls
BEX
gotcha! I don't answer mine if I don't know
the number either
SIGYN
I'll program you in
BEX
me too for you!
Ugh! One sec, damn dog is in the litter
box! EWWWWW
SIGYN
dammit Mia XD
when you get a sec pls lmk what you think
of the vignettes I sent you XD they'll go in main at some point but I wanted
your thoughts
(9:54 a.m.)
These were alongside that mural
I love boats
BEX
ooohhh! Pretty! ♥
I used to go out on boats all the time when
I was younger.
SIGYN, 11:06 a.m.
Oh LUCKY
I think I went on a couple tour boats in
Europe a decade ago.
(11:18 a.m.) I'ma work on converting one of my accounts to a Trent account 😈
(12:10 p.m.)
Almost finished!
BEX
I've just finished lunch and had to
chase.mia in the freezing rain cause she somehow got out of the fence! Damn
dog!
She's lucky I love her!
SIGYN, 9:55 a.m.
almost forgot to send you those from VC
earlier
SIGYN, 12:19 p.m.
GOOD MORNFTERNOON HII SORRY I OVERSLEPT
&MISSED IT
(2:07 p.m.)
How's your tummy BTW?
(2:25 p.m.)
Rebecca missed your video chat. – 2:25
p.m.
(4:28 p.m.) Audio message:
(9:02 p.m.) I'm
rewatching The Lincoln Lawyer and it looks like Matthew McConaughey actually
plays the lawyer, and Ryan Phillippe plays the client.
Lol oops
(9:23 p.m.) There's a girl who looks vaguely like Rebecca but on coke
ELLE, 3:39 p.m.
Hi :) I got
your card thanks for your good wishes 😊
SIGYN
♥
Are you
doing okay?
ELLE
yeah I'm
doing better I'm coughing a bit and I'm tired a sneezing a bit but other then
that i'm ok
SIGYN
I'm glad
you're doing better; hope you fully recover soon!
ELLE
thanks :)
/end 3:41 p.m.
